Seriously! I know how you feel! My first day was today and there were these older guys who were hella being obnoxious in front of the Student Center. It’s like dude, grow up a bit. Then I saw a lady play with her puppy and I hella thought about approaching her just so I could play with it. haha, no homo tho.=]
It kills you from the inside.
not in any particular order, but….
1) Wu-Tang Clan
2) Musiq Soulchild
3) Whiz Khalifa
6) Bob Marley (and his talented ass kids)
9) The Eagles
Justin Beiber or Big Time Rush? GET THE FUCK OUTTTAAA HEEEERREE!
haha! that’s what makes things great about being a kid at heart. we could totally fuck around and do silly things and then again we could be like adult status. after 20 though, it ain’t the same huh?
And I really dnt know how to feel exactly. I’m glad that I’m starting something new in life but at the same time I regret not taking the chances I knew I would fit into. After taking my placement test and receiving my scores, I realized that I could have gotten into the CSU and the UC’s I applied to. I guess in the end, I didn’t have the mentality…and more realistically, the balls to pull through. I could say I had enough potential, determination and ambition, but I didn’t know what to do with it.
I can’t do anything now except FUCK SHIT UP in college and totally kick ass and transfer to a UC, CSU or even Hawaii . Sounds like a good plan, huh? Now that I think about it, college is like High School except with a much broader age range and without the popularity contest and the friend/relationship drama (mostly).
I’m not taking this experience lightly, though. I’m changing my mind set and my maturity. Because wither I like it or not, THIS IS THE FIRST STEP IN DETERMINING MY LIFE and there isn’t time for me to make errors and make them up. I’m proud of myself, I’m growing up more than I thought I would after high school unlike some others. I’m going to two different colleges and try working two jobs at the same time, while still trying to juggle a girlfriend, family time, and spend time with my homies. Not to mention an internship. If that ain’t growing up, I don’t know what is. You have to make sacrifices, right?
It’s a lot to handle, but fuck it. I have to prove myself more in order to grow up stronger. Determine my resolve and stop messing around. That’s what college and maturity is, right? “Creating yourself, not finding yourself.”
You were big, stupid looking sweaters thinking it’s the shit because everyone wears them now. Before it was even cool, you wouldn’t be caught dead in em. This sweater for example, stupid looking right? but if you gave it to a girl, threw on some leggings, some ray bans, a small purse with a long strap, some boots, semi-messy “I don’t give a fuck about my hair” hair, while she smokes a cigarette, and took a picture of her on a digital camera and made the image look like it was film…then you got a hipster.
Just something on my mind.
hey, you ain’t alone
fuck it thug life!
ahaha, no offense but it reminds me of being on myspace when I was in middle school. I remember a lot of girls used to say that
And when it comes to being a man, shit I’m barely getting my feet wet.”
-Blu (Show Me The Good Life)
One of my favorite songs.
was amazing. I couldn’t even breath the whole day because everytime I inhaled oxygen all I got was weed in my lungs. shit, I thought I was still high when I woke up! expect a full blog later.
Things are going to change now. No turning back. Its either now, or fucking never.